Today was a little better. The amazing support from all of you changed my perspective so much. To hear that someone cares and loves me and wants to help me through this is more than I could have ever asked for. Your sweet comments, texts, messages, and treats changed my life. Made me stronger. This still isn’t an easy path at all, but it is easier with all of your amazing support.
I told myself that I could be upset Wednesday and Thursday, then I had to move on, and get back to my life. I can’t dwell on things or I let it consume me and make me crazy. I had another ultrasound yesterday morning and am still awaiting to have the results confirmed, even though the doctor said Wednesday it was over a 90% chance. It took everything I had to go back to the doctor. To have someone remind me of the emotional pain I went through the day before. I know it is what I needed to do, but at the same time I didn’t want to be there. I didn’t want to return to the place that told me I lost my sweet angel.
I am clinging to my sweet Heavenly Father and to my amazing husband, family and friends for support. Your love and sweet words are what gets me through the day. You are what keep me strong.
I am not sure why Zach and I are going through this. Why it had to happen to us after I thought our trial of not having a baby was over. But I know it will make us stronger. It will help us cling to each other and our Father in Heaven. I will not let this tear us down. In the words of my dear friend Sadie Jane, “I will rise above.”
I promise I am not ignoring your sweet emails or text messages, I just have no words right now and it is hard to talk about it. Please just give me some time and I promise I will respond to each of you. Your sweet words mean more to me than you will ever know.
Now to this darling top! Okay, this is a must have. I felt the blue was relevant to my feelings. I dress true to who I am always and dress to how I am feeling that day. This shirt fit that perfectly. It is a beautiful shade of blue and is so perfect for this time of year. It has the perfect fall look to it, but it is still light weight and can be worn with leggings!
I also have been featured today over at Face It Catalog and Coffee Beans and Bobby Pins! Click the picture below to go check it out! Thanks so much girls!
One last thing! These amazing chargers are on Very Jane today for only $10.99! They come with the 10 foot charging cord, the wall charger box and the car charger port! Wahoo! Go get one NOW before they sell out!